Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Despo

The day is about to pass by, and the evening is killing me again. Each minute passes like hell. I hate myself more and more as my bloody desperation grows. Why the hell I cant be normal. Why do I get to stupid as hell? Why Why Why? One voice has made me a permanent addict to itself. I cannot live without listening to it.

I know I sometimes (actually most of the times), I behave like a perfect as**ole. I guess I hate myself and I hate that I cannot help myself with my sick despo behavior.

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