midnight muse

It is past midnight and I am tired.

I hate this freedom of mind that the night gives me.

Somewhere I ask myself, will I get what I want?

Then I ask myself - what do I want?

And Then I ask - Dont I already haev what I want?

Then - why do I miss it so much?

What do I want?

Dont I already have it?

If I do, then why do I miss it ?

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