Is this me?

Guess my mornings are most depressing when I am low on energy. My body just does not want to get up into action, but the mind wanders into an uneasy mix of events, expressions and emotions.

I start peeping into my mind and get even more uneasy. I can see that I am on a roll. Unsteady, wobbly and rolling to an unknown direction. Something tells me that I am soon about to reach an unknown territory, an unknown phase of life that is far from the stability I had enjoyed for last few years.

I fear my temptations to cross the line. It is like moving towards what I want, at the stake of what I am.

My late nights and mornings have become very restless, and it is tough to cover the restlessness at times.
Sometimes, I feel that I am losing respect for myself. And I am unable to handle this.

I feel tired, of myself. And I am again late to get ready.