Frozen Time

Why ?

Each minute passing is like a heavy step. Each moment is taking hours to pass.

The clock seems to have slowed down .

tick

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Seems that the needles of time sleep between each tick...

tock

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

tick

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
tock


Somewhere I had felt that I have been able to deal with my impatience; but guess not really.

The time is just not ready to move ahead this morning... I feel its 10:44 A.M. since last so many hours.

How will I handle life in future?

The misery is returning to my eyes. Why? Well... 10:45.... another 15 minutes maybe ...

My ears are waiting. My eyes are fixed on my cellphone. I know it will take time.

The world around me looks in a frozen state. Frozen in time.

The seconds hand of the wall clock refuses to move further untill I pray and beg to it a hundred times. The minutes hand is even more adamant and heavy headed. Just not ready to push itself another step .

10: 48...
Eyes gaze through the corridor outside and I miss myself standing there. My phone is still quite.

10: 49 ....

किसी नज़र को तेरा इंतज़ार आज भी है
कहाँ हो तुम के ये दिल बेकरार आज भी है

न जाने देख के उनको ये हुआ एहसास,
के मेरे दिल पे उन्हें इख्तियार आज भी है।

10: 52 ....

कहाँ हो....

Guess you must be in the cab right now, heading to work.
Another ten minutes maybe.. i would hear from you ..

10: 58

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