Have I gone mad?

Insane blankness is clouding my mind.

There is a way we walk, and then suddenly bump into an invisible wall …

The path ahead is getting hazy and the vision seems diluted …

Black clouds hover around and my hand, which was held minutes ago, feels empty and cold.

No matter what, I am extremely frustrated with myself. Feel like fighting, and being angry, and shouting.

Have I gone mad?

Sometimes, the silence of people is so loud that it deafens ….

Is hype important to show that one holds value?
Why value / importance has to be shown using shoddy means?
Why can’t value exist in a natural and subtle state?
Hmm.. Is natural and subtle one and the same thing?
Guess not.. Everyone has his own way to add value to something.

Anger is not one of my natural instincts, and it I am not comfortable when I am angry.
I can’t be angry in my natural state. I love peace. But I am not at peace…

I am angry with myself .... very angry. I wanna break my head into tiny bits ...

Do I make sense? Well. Guess I never have …... Guess I never will...

Where do I ..... lol....